Ow... September 27, 2005 @ 8:31 p.m.
I'm having trouble remembering when sleeping was an overall positive things. My dreams are not on the scale of nightmares, but they almost always seem to pull me and wrap me up physically and emotionally. When I wake, I'm horribly frustrated for being so wrapped up in something that wasn't real - like I was living a life that was a deception. That, and the ongoing problems with my spine and muscles means I wake up with muscles twitching, sore and tired. Most people stretch in the morning. I crack about a hundred times.
I was lazy the last two days. I'd like to say I'm going to turn things around, but I just don't want to. How long is this sapping pain going to go on? Is it a sign I'm getting better? Nothing changing? Worse? Is the chiropractic helping?
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